Update

Well here is another update on mom. They aren't giving mom much time one Dr told us 2 weeks to a month a week or so ago and another Dr told us six months or less. I just wish I knew how long she had so I wouldn't worry all night and all day if it is going to happen. I will miss my mom very much but the cancer has spread to all of her bones and other areas so bad. The kids still don't know and have pretty much come to the conclusion that we aren't going to tell them until we have to. My kids are the type that worry about everything and this isn't something i want them to worry about the way that I do. We have started making the arrangements for her. It is hard to think that some day really soon I won't have my mom who has been my best friend for years. Cathee is starting to really have a hard time also. We both have been trying to keep ourselves busy to keep our minds off of it. Dad still isn't saying much. I am very worried about him since he won't talk to us about his feelings. I just want to say that when my mom does pass away that she goes without pain and goes peacfully. My grandparents and aunts and uncles are all waiting for my mom up in heaven to join them. I know that mom will be watching over all of us everyday. She always was and still is a great woman.

Sorry if some of this sounds morbid it isn't meant to be that way as I will deeply miss her.

I love you mommy.